We were having this conversation at work today about ‘types’ and I do have to say that my type would actually fit one of my friends perfectly. But I’m too shy to say anything to them because they don’t normally live in the area anymore (unless they are visiting their parents that is).

My type has to do with how sweet and caring a person is on the inside and if they can make me laugh. I really would like someone musically inclined. For physical attributes I prefer them with curly hair and that they are taller than me but that’s not always the case. 

In a way I just described my friend which is kinda creepy….

whoistravisclark:

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course? Each of us has such a…

When you have a friend who knows that their boyfriend/sexual partner (I don’t know what to call him since he’s getting married to a different woman) is lying about you, at work and is telling you that they are going to do everything they can to get you fired what would you do?

I expected her to at least explain it to the guy outright that I was not saying those things. Instead she listened to him lie again saying that I chewed him out at work when in truth it was the other way around. I’ve been feeling since that day like I’m going to throw up from the stress that he is causing me.

Right now instead of going out with me like she had said she was going to, she instead needed to comfort him in his worked up state. If that guy ever shows up at my house again I’m going to do what she was supposed to do and explain to him that I did not do anything that he’s telling everyone I did. I don’t even know anything about it. So either he should stop being angry or he should back down and leave me alone. He’s creating a hostile work environment for me and if he really wants I’ll go to HR and explain that to them. It all depends on what my friend will back. Sex or friendship.

I know that I have not had many experiences in the relationship department. When I have had the experience it just wasn’t as far as many other people have had. I go into this mainly because it seems like all the people that I know now adays have either lived alone with someone they are into or they are already living with this person right now.

Now I’m not complaining about my living arrangements; but it just seems that I have not had as much in the long relationship part. I know it makes it seem like I’m lonely or something (which I am not) but I assure whoever is reading this that I am 100% fine with who I am, single, and living it up.

There are a few people out there that seem to find my disposition on everything just a little to unsettling, but I just find that most of the people that are out there just seem to not like me because I take my jobs seriously. I know that I try to have a social life outside of school and everything but for one thing I just can’t seem to keep up with the amount of hours that I put into both my jobs and my social life at the same time. So right now I’m just trying to make everything perfect in their own way.

This would totally go into my friend Crystal’s room!

decaydance:

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I don’t know how I’m feeling right now, I’m currently liking the fact that I’m single yet all around me my friends are either hooking up with people and finding their one true person or at least getting together with someone and letting it last when they should have ended it a long time ago just so they could feel happy for a little bit longer. I find myself in this position mainly because I don’t want to date the few people that have brought up the idea of dating to me. Most of them being old friends that I haven’t seen in a long time that I didn’t know for the whole time I was hanging out with them ect. that they had a thing for me.

That being said I found out in a rather personal note that I just can’t deal with them because I know that they like me and their little ticks which were originally funny games are more prominent flirting gestures. Especially since they let it out into the open they are even more presumptuous with their flirting gestures and who I hang out with which it is none of their business. Some of these people even have come by and broken up a get together, just because I have given another person a hug after a very long time of not seeing them.

But then again there are those few that I would want to date if they would just get the balls to ask me out or if they just simply weren’t with people. I big problem right now is that I’ve dated to many guys that are loving and caring but they never seem to have anything else going for them. They are awesome boyfriends, but they don’t have that much experience in just plain hanging out or having fun. 

I made a list that seems to explain everything that I want from a guy, but as my friend says I have to be willing to give up on finding the ‘perfect’ guy and just find one that matches most of those on my list. Seeing as most of the things on my list are actually personality I can easily compromise the physical attributes. But still that only leaves a few people out there. Those few that I already know are the people that would never ask me out or they are as I said simply with someone already.

Oh well, being alone right now is fine with me. I’ve gotten used to it and I think, it’s gotten used to me.

streeter:

benjoseph:

collegehumor:

I’m Such a Nerd (with Katrina Bowden)

If you want to be her lover, you have to LARP with her friends.

I wrote this sketch starring Pat and the lovely Katrina Bowden of 30 Rock fame. I have huge crushes on both of them.

I had nothing to do with this sketch. But I certainly enjoy it!

What the Hell! Martha Jones is certainly my favorite out of the most recent Doctor Who Companions. Rose is the worst, Donna’s annoying, Amy Pond’s with Matt Smith Egh… I could go on with reasonings…

Who the heck tells you that they love you and then turn around and say they aren’t in it for long term? I feel used. I want to cry. I have cried, and I’m at work. Why out of all the things he had to say did he have to go aand tell me that he has thought of breaking up with me just because it would be easier? I mean, he has gone and told me how he didn’t tell me about something because he thought it would effect how I felt in the long run. But now he goes and says that he never wanted a long term? I mean what does that mean? Has someone been talking to him that he would rather be with? I know people think the grass is always greener, but I feel really depressed right now. Will I ever find someone? Or will I always end up with relationships like this where the one person that does accept me and my epilepsy happens to decide not to want me in the long haul. I feel useless and I just wish I could cry myself to sleep tonight and not deal with anyone.

Now I do know the feeling is mutual… I’m very happy and content. I’m also very glad that he is too… ^^

I’ve been getting so depressed lately that all I want to do is sleep. So far no one’s called me back about hanging out when I really need to get out of here and be around friends. I’ve just gotten so tired and so lonely this past weekend that it feels like all I have been doing lately has been sleeping. 

But most of the reason’s I know of that people aren’t calling me is because everyone’s been catching some bug; I almost feel like I’m ‘Typhoid Mary’ or something. 

I just wish right now that I didn’t have to be alone.