November 2007
6 posts
Mixed tape
Dangit! I mixed that tape myself! I want it back. I know I’m throwing a tantrum here, but still. Damnit. I want my fucking tape out of my mother’s fucking car. wow, too many certain words in one sentence, but at least I feel a little bit better. I still want my tape ¬.¬
Single
It makes me upset. Mainly because I know why I’m single. I’m always afraid of what people say about me behind my back. While I always picture what they could be saying about me. After my last boyfriend spread it to his friends that he had stolen my virginity when he totally had not I basically have turned into a person that can only trust so far. I fear that people talk behind my back...
Backroom Ryan
Nong’s saying I should ask Backroom Ryan, but, I don’t have the guts. I mean really, the only person I’ve been able to ask other then Gates is really Foster. And most people know who Foster is. Damnit. I’m so freaking shy around guys it’s not even funny.
I'm not cute
Uhh… Some person (he never told me his name) in college called me cute about 5 times. I was too embarrased to talk…
Uhh…
Men have evolved to something I don't understand
Hmmm… I was mentioning this earlier at work. But I never thought I’d think about it this much. I know how people mention others that are worse off then me relationship-wise, but that doesn’t make me feel any bit better. I was only joking earlier to Nong, but I’ve really thought now through the day, “Am I going go on a real date before I get married?” Nowadays...
My glass
Why is it that my glass is always drank by someone I don’t like and then shattered by someone I like even less who scatters fragments all over me? Why is it that when the shit hits the fan for someone else that when it scatters it flys all over me and doesn’t hit anyone else? Why is it that even though I’ve finally hit the bottom and people keep telling me that the only place I...