October 2008
10 posts
Bands are people too
What people forget now and again is that people in bands are just like me or you, they aren’t gods they need space they need time to themselves and they have friends, girlfriends and boyfriends. They need time with them also. People need certain things to focus and without they cannot live, cannot survive. Thwarting that is like forgetting that you are a person and that you need food. Or...
Oct 30th
What do you think of "Sideways Set"?
I hate how my poetry is coming to no good… I’m going to start writing Lyrics and crap till I can get a band or something together I hate wasting my musical talent like this… Music is my one true dream and I love it to pieces, I just wish some days that it would love me back.
Oct 29th
Oh, I forgot to mention....
When seeing The Academy Is… in concert… Stay away from Chizzy’s side… Beckett went over to him twice and farted in his vicinity both times. Even though it might be the side you end up at it wasn’t really that fun being welcomed by ooky beer farts… I guess that would be the only time Bill really spent over in stage right… to let one.
Oct 25th
Photos of the show →
Just went to the bogus journey tour last night. I felt bad for Bill, obviously he hasn’t been feeling good. He wasn’t hitting the high notes and sometimes playing backup vocals while the crowd did the main because he just couldn’t hit them. I really wanted to meet Sisky but oh well I guess. That’s what I get for not buying the membership. No Santi’s little helpers, no being able to talk about...
Oct 24th
What is mine, do not alter
When I let someone borrow something I wish for it not to be altered in some way shape or form. Like my poetry notebook which was returned to me with more poetry then I had originally had in there, and added on lines to my poetry. Them saying to me, “I completed the ones you didn’t finish.” makes it so I do not let them borrow anything ever again. And when I let someone borrow a...
Oct 22nd
Ongoing dreams are sometimes stranger then they...
I’ve had this one ongoing dream for about two months that I can remember. I don’t know if it really has any meaning to me other then I like to get to know the people in the dreams even if it’s in my own head and my subconcious making the person’s attitude and parts of their personality up. I really hope if and when I get to meet them (on the 23rd) that they are as nice as...
Oct 17th
This is too much how I feel about the world today
thewilliambeckett: So, the stock market is hitting historical lows, the Dow Jones is down over 700 points for the 2nd time ever, LA homes are being destroyed by wildfires, Marcia Brady comes out about having ‘traded’ sex for drugs, Madonna gets a divorce, and the final Presidential debate is tonight.  PHEW.  What a day. We’re told how tough times are.  Pumped with a lot of things.  A lot of...
Oct 16th
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Gun to the head
Pulling the trigger would feel nice right now. Target hasn’t payed the 4,000 dollar bill to SWW medical center so now I’m beind sent to collections on the 23rd. I don’t have that type of money along with over 2,000 of medical bills that I need to pay that are my own because my shitty medical insurance is crap and I’ve reached my limit already. I hate my life and ending it...
Oct 14th
Time is a vortex
Time passes by bit by bit, I’ve called the same three people at least 40 times today and gotten each of the numbers to to pick up once, both of them house numbers so neither of them being the people I wanted to talk to, I asked for a call back. Waiting till now I finally decided, I’m not getting one. I instead got several calls for other people in this house in which I did not mind...
Oct 10th
Sometimes you just can't win
Sometimes life takes a turn for the worst. But life is never on a win for win basis for yourself. I always seem to be going downhill. I don’t know what it is, I can never look people in the eye, I’m always passive and I am never able to disagree with anything other then when it has to do with defending friends. Friends are always people you need to stand up for be they acquaintances or people...
Oct 6th