October 2009
11 posts
Always feeling sick...
Sometimes I wonder why I always feel sick in the evenings.
Panic attack? No I’m usually home around that time, if not then I’m at a place that is rather comfortable.
Hunger? No, I’ve usually eaten a good healthy dinner.
Medication? Maybe, I’m just not sure on that one, maybe my pills have finally expired.
But the one thing I think it is is the fact that I never actually...
Working...
Ok, so this guy Joe has a very bad staring habit. But I do have to say that he is the cutest out of all the newbies that just came to my work.
Today Gillian made my day by announcing over the speakers that everyone should be doing to time warp because the song was playing. I grew up as an art schooler so the time warp is always something we all just stop and did.
Shelly is getting back to her...
Movies...
I watched my month’s worth of movies this past week. I don’t know why other then because I’m a music buff, but I really fell in love with ‘The Phantom Of The Opera’ The last soundtrack of a musical that I want would have to be ‘Fiddler on the Roof’ At least for now.
I realize now how much I love romance stories. If I’m ever feeling down and...
Sometimes I wonder...
I wish sometimes that I could do something for my friends. Many of them almost always seem like they are in agony and I feel ashamed that I cannot help them. That I am caught up in my own little world to figure out what to do to make them feel any better. If I was just able to help my friends maybe I would feel like a better person.
I’ve noticed lately that I’ve actually started to...
I~ promise to stop now, to stop now.
I am numb, I don’t know how to feel.
I think I’ll listen to some Qu
The glass is always half-empty
Which is one reason why I try to never look at it. But there are always those few that try to make you see the half-empty glass.
My weekend went well, my grandmother went in and out of the hospital pretty fast, it looks like she can get a reversal after all. That’s pretty good news to all of us, but my grandmother always finds a way to get out of things; Like having a panic attack so bad...
Ok... This is akward
Do I give off the nerd vibe? I mean seriously. My boss finds me whenever I get off work, whenever I clock off, something either catches my attention or something, holding me in one spot so that I could look at something, then my boss finds me and stops to talk. Is it just weird? Crystal tells me that he’s just a sheltered nerd and nerds always feel safe around other nerds. Now I know I am...
As time goes by
I think about you every day Wishing you knew me in every way Thinking of the way you worded everything As if there was invisible hinting.
Lives are so alike Thinking back my heart would spike How romantic our time together still wishing it had last forever
Dreaming of sweet memories As my mind flies through the trees They’re only of you But if only they would come true…
As time goes...
My Anus is Bleeding!
Ok, maybe I’m being just a bit too harsh. I’ve done this to myself for not calling the person, not sending him a letter or anything. I just wish I knew how they felt about me, instead of just hoping for the life of me that they like me. It’s like chasing a dog around a forest blind and deaf.
One of my friend’s goes into surgery on Wednesday. I hope the best for them....
I can't do it...
I really need to call the person and get closure, know that he hates me and never liked me. Or he hates me and has since Jacob appeared.