January 2011
9 posts
Maybe I should just sleep my days away
I’ve been getting so depressed lately that all I want to do is sleep. So far no one’s called me back about hanging out when I really need to get out of here and be around friends. I’ve just gotten so tired and so lonely this past weekend that it feels like all I have been doing lately has been sleeping.
But most of the reason’s I know of that people aren’t calling...
I feel as if death has made a new friend...
I don’t know if this is a little bit too personal but I don’t really care; About a month ago my cat disappeared, we soon found out that he had crawled up under my parents house and died. Buddy was my cat, and to have him do that upset me, he was probably the only guy to ever give me unconditional love. Then a week later my parents decided to put down a dog that was about 13 years old....
Sometimes I just wish...
Loneliness is something that I know that I suffer from on a day to day basis usually I have someone to call and talk to when I am feeling all cold and alone; but I know that there are those days that even then I can’t call anyone. I feel as if I’ve lost many people that used to be dear to me and have gained nothing to show for it.
I have read the Chinese zodiac on many different...
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Today went by very slow...
I’m going to miss Cheyenne… Today went by so slow I felt like it was midnight when it was really 6pm. I was not having a good night. =(
I feel I f-ed up...
With me I always fee this way after going out with someone. I am always judging myself harshly but, this one I really want to convince myself otherwise. Maybe I’m just a hopeless case that tries too hard, but I kinda like it that way. I know I may be too nice, or I may just have said something that kinda set him off… but I hope not…
Motion City Soundtrack - Even if It Kills Me
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