I’m a little ashamed of it but I’ve been posting in this blog in private just because I don’t want people to be cyber stalking my site and finding out that I like them in certain ways and then tell me that they don’t like me. I’m just happy being friends with someone if they don’t like me more then that, but I find over and over again that people seem to have it in their minds that even though I promise that I will no longer act a certain way they ‘no longer want to be my friend’ per say.

Tomorrow I plan on going to Powells with or without a friend of mine. If he calls me back, good. If not then oh well. He missed his chance to get out of his place. Downtown is always a wonderful place to go to on the weekend, especially before they close the Saturday Market. It’s always a wonderful… crowded… place to go to on the weekends.

The bridal shower that I attended today was alright. I get embarrassed too easily I’d say, otherwise it was probably fine for everyone else. The games that had to do with penises were very embarrassing and I got plenty of people making fun of me because they know of my lack of sexual contact throughout my life.

I don’t know sometimes what I should or should not be putting into this blog, but oh well. I don’t think anyone even reads this thing anymore.