Midtown - Direction
I feel as if I am running out of time and I am running out of ideas. This song totally explains my feelings right now. Almost as if I am running around in circles with this one guy that I like. Like we will always remain in the ‘friend’ state and never anything more. Life is almost never positive for me, but for some reason I can almost always make it positive for others. Maybe I just have a negative look on life, or maybe I just see myself always being lonely, and I know it.
The only person that has ever loved me unconditionally ran away Friday. I don’t even know why or if I will ever see him again. It’s always this way around the holiday season for me, it’s like the holidays and my birthday are cursed for me to endure torment of neverending bad karma.
