Ok, maybe I’m being just a bit too harsh. I’ve done this to myself for not calling the person, not sending him a letter or anything. I just wish I knew how they felt about me, instead of just hoping for the life of me that they like me. It’s like chasing a dog around a forest blind and deaf.

One of my friend’s goes into surgery on Wednesday. I hope the best for them. They’ve been a real influence on my life. While I start school tomorrow and cannot have any chance of a social life or risk failing the class when this is the time many of my friends need it most. I feel horrible for it.

I’ve gotten into making scarves. I’m thinking of making a school one for Kendra and a school one for all my friends at WSU. Cheaper then everything else I tend to buy. I’m also trying to find out about making a quilt for each of them, for their beds, but right now I don’t know.

I guess for now I go back to stressing and having butterflies… Yay!