Who the heck tells you that they love you and then turn around and say they aren’t in it for long term? I feel used. I want to cry. I have cried, and I’m at work. Why out of all the things he had to say did he have to go aand tell me that he has thought of breaking up with me just because it would be easier? I mean, he has gone and told me how he didn’t tell me about something because he thought it would effect how I felt in the long run. But now he goes and says that he never wanted a long term? I mean what does that mean? Has someone been talking to him that he would rather be with? I know people think the grass is always greener, but I feel really depressed right now. Will I ever find someone? Or will I always end up with relationships like this where the one person that does accept me and my epilepsy happens to decide not to want me in the long haul. I feel useless and I just wish I could cry myself to sleep tonight and not deal with anyone.