Ok, so many people know that I’m leaving for China this monday. But that’s not as bad as all my friends heading off to Universities. All my top four except one are leaving me, and I just want them to know that I’ll never say goodbye to them because to me that means I’ll never see you again. And I truely wish to see all of you again, no matter what it is inside me that’s saying this I don’t know. Other then the fact that I’ve lost so many friends that don’t even talk to me anymore because they’re in college.

I guess I’m just blabbering now. But still that poem out there is dedicated to you guys. Because my friends, you do make me whole. I’ll never really say goodbye to you. And that includes you Crystal.

No matter what I do, I seem to feel like I’m writing less about what I really mean. I hope you guys understand everything fully. Because I really would not be complete if one of you were to totally disappear from my life forever.
I believe I’ll be seeing each of you before this little trip of mine, and I hope you’ve all read this by the time I’ve seen you guys and know what I mean. If not. I don’t know. All I can say is I’ll miss you guys.

How ‘Goodbye’ is never the right word.

I never want to say ‘Goodbye’
You make me complete
I don’t even know the reason why
I just know that I can’t compete.

Without you my life would mean nothing
The word ‘Goodbye’ means forever
Better to not say anything
Or to say “I’ll miss you” all over.

But never ‘Goodbye’
Never will I utter that word to you
Because it truly does mean goodbye
And I could never say ‘Goodbye forever’ to you.