My father still doesn’t have a job. He hasn’t gotten a bite in months and I’m wondering if we’re going to have to sell alot of things and go down on almost everything so that we can pay things off. I hate how everything is going, I hate my life and I hate everything right now.
I hate how I have to always be the one to stick next to Sam because he thinks I’m his only friend. I hate how my mother still wants me and him together eugh. I hate how everything I see is turning upside down because it’s like everyone that I influence likes to do the exact opposite of what they had told me in the first place.
I hate this life and ever single one of it’s annoying intentions for me. All I can see in the fucking future is me being alone for the rest of my years because of Sam always being by my side and I can’t stand him. I’d never sleep with him I could never bring myself to kiss him or even dare hug him eugh.
Now you’ve heard the story of what my life is going to turn out. Have a nice day.