School is coming up on me like a freaking boulder rolling down a hill. I’m about ready to drop one person (a male) from ever reading my posts again. So if I decide to do that because my head turns that way. Bye bye. Not like you ever comment or anything, all you ever did was confirm you always read my posts in person. You never even talk to me about it in person, phone, messages or anything.
Anyways, enough about Kearby getting dropped from my preferred list (oh wait did I just let out the name - Oops.. . NOT). I’m about ready to loose it. My father keeps getting job offers in Eugene and Seattle but never any in Portland. I feel like my family is falling apart, my mother is taking everything out on me. I’m getting pissed because Sam keeps coming over and eating all our food and bringing nothing over for us, even if he does bring anything it’s just a can of Kerns for him to drink later while he’s using out internet to play Diablo II.
I feel like I’m dragging everyone and everything down right now. No one is doing better with me around, no one has ever done better with me around. I am just a person that has the shattered glass of water never have I gotten the half empty glass. I’ve never been that lucky, and people that are that lucky can never share because they need that glass, otherwise they’d break.
I just wish I hadn’t broke back in middle school when they had drank and shattered my glass of water.