Single

It makes me upset. Mainly because I know why I’m single. I’m always afraid of what people say about me behind my back. While I always picture what they could be saying about me.
After my last boyfriend spread it to his friends that he had stolen my virginity when he totally had not I basically have turned into a person that can only trust so far. I fear that people talk behind my back and that is my main fear in life. It burrows a hole deep into my heart.