One’s judgment is impaired after dark, or when someone is tired, it’s almost like a natural drunkenness. Since I don’t drink I never knew what it was like until Jeremy, an ex who took advantage of that state over 3 years ago. I’ve been trying to not do anything flirtatious towards anyone after dark because of the unnatural state that my mind has been in before and the way people have taken advantage of it.

Many people do not realize it, but I guess that explains the movie more in depth to me of the sleeping with someone and then regretting it in the morning. I don’t think many people have even put it into consideration, their judgment when they’re tired that is, that they could loose something very precious to them in just one night because they were not thinking clearly. Luckily I am still in some ways considered whole. Maybe not mentally, but physically I am.

So many people loose control of themselves when they are drunk, but what about the tired? One’s mind is not straight but it goes in different directions and it is almost like people have A.D.D. with a cure called sleep.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, Don’t do anything stupid if you’re tired. It will either get you in trouble or you will regret it later.

I went to a Matches Concert last night and it was amazing. I couldn’t get my camera to work after the first set of film but it was worth it. I gave Shawn a ton of pictures of himself and the bands before him I don’t know if he will like them, but he told me he liked polaroids… So I don’t know if he really does because everyone knows bands do anything for their fans.

I left early, my ears were about to blow out. But I can’t wait for tonight when I get to meet Armor for Sleep