After looking past what’s happened with my mom and knowing that she’s gone psycho-bitch on me and I don’t know if she’ll do it again. I had a really good day yesterday, and I hope that today will be just as good. Probably not because someone’s missing from it… but I’m going to be keeping myself busy all day.

I guess I have to come home, clean up doggie poo, pick up wood then Crystal and Nate and I can go to Powells or downtown Portland in general.

This last outburst of my mother’s just made me want to open a seperate checking account and start using that, but first I want to find out if I can move my parents off my checking. That would be another thing on my list to do today.

Later:

Holy shite my mother is fucking nuts.

I came in and she was bitching and screaming at me. I understand partially why because she was scared out of her mind for me, but then she got to the Matt part and how I totally ruined his life and had to say “Well you better start moving out” and splashed Ice Water on my face and down my shirt.

Now she’s calmed down and hasn’t mentioned me having to move out, now it’s all, “You don’t have to go out with him, you just have to live with the guilt. But at least become friends and make him feel better.”