Gun to the head

Pulling the trigger would feel nice right now.

Target hasn’t payed the 4,000 dollar bill to SWW medical center so now I’m beind sent to collections on the 23rd. I don’t have that type of money along with over 2,000 of medical bills that I need to pay that are my own because my shitty medical insurance is crap and I’ve reached my limit already.

I hate my life and ending it would feel so nice right now.