I would never jump with him.

Have you ever got that feeling when you really liked someone and then they went away for a long, long while, came back and expected everything to be the same. That’s how Jacob’s being. I could never jump off a building with him, take a bullet for him, none of that type of stuff. I would rather run back into my own fire and burn in it.

Jacob thinks he needs to do everything I do and is making me suffocate. He won’t give me any space, every time I say I’m interested in doing something he’s like, “oh, that sounds interesting, how about we both take a class or something on it?” or “That sounds like fun just wait until I get out to try to do it.” Which makes me not want to do it anymore. I feel like he’s controlling me in some sort of way and trying to watch me in his own way…

Maybe I’m just paranoid in my little burning down building here….